the MAC day

have been eating MAC continuous for 3 days, damn shag man. 1st time ever. have not been blogging because i met with some problems and i need to settle it. actually i create my own problem so cannot blame anyone, i gonna clear this one last time and control what i am doing. really have to think what i want in my future. i get addicted to things that catch my interest very fast and will only quit when i encounter problem, what the f***!!! my life has taken a dramatic change since baby is back and i really felt that i did not perform well as a father. i am not a good father, maybe in many people eyes, i may meet the least criteria as a father but i dun think i have done that well. ok, getting sleepy.. gonna go and rest.

i am vexed up

jus taken my bath, gg to bed after this. this few days really very unlucky... 1st my bike break down then got to repair for halk a k. headache man.. lost in something.. feel like my mind canot take it anymore, going to break down. dun talk about unhappy thing le.. yesterday ah heng came to visit baby then later we went down to find sharen, play with baby at playground till nearly 5 then came back home.. 8 plus nanny husband came and took baby to his relative house to play with children while i stay at home to watch show. baby came back at 11plus and played till nearly 3am in the room b4 he fall asleep. damn shag, haha.. i am a lousy father, must really improve le.. i need someone who can share my burden.. gg slp le, night everyone

back to camp

just finish clearing the mess that my son did, toys all around the floor.. yesterday brought him out to sunplaza to eat MAC and after that to playground opposite ah boy house. play for 2 hour plus then went up to his house. feed him porridge and stay there until 8pm before going back to home. baby was asleep on the trip home, so adorable when he slept. put him to bed after reaching home.. drank one can of beer before going to bed. went back to camp in the morning but do nothing except sleeping. slept all the way until fall out and went home. jus a simple day..

happy birthday to my son

1st may 2007
12.40pm

today is my son birthday, happy birthday to him.(2 year old). for the celebration everything went fine except for the check out time , the staff said that i dirty their carpet for leaving down cig. mark. was damn pissed off by what they said as all did not smoke in the room until late night that was about 1am in the morning(my son went to bed around that time) in the end, got to pay extra for broken lamp shield and the carpet maintenance. anyway i have forget about it already. went out with ay boy after i bring baby over to nanny house. went northpoint for lunch and later to SAFRA to play nine ball.. after which went over to 654 to have dinner before heading back home at 8pm. watch tv and wait for nanny to bring baby back to me as they brought him out to have dinner. after one long day and putting baby to bed, chit-chat with friends on msn before retiring to sleep at 2.30am. that all for now. going out soon... happy labour day to everyone also, off day.. haha..