what am i thinking of?

i told her what have i been thinking of. i regret but what done cannot be undone. why can't i just be contented with her as a friend? she make a good friend but i feel that i wll hurt her if we will be together.. i don wan to hurt someone that i want to love. she is a good girl and i really cant bear to do anything to her. i hope you can understand me if you read this blog. i know i being selfish but .... it enough that i have get to know you. it have been a long time since i fall in love again, the feeling is great but no fate, haha.. wen, you take care. i miss you..