been a long time since i last blog

time: 02.50am

yansheng have change the outlook of my blog, thanks man. later in the afternoon will be holding an advance birthday party for my son( 2 year old) at orchid country club. hope that he will have a good memory when he grow up when i show him the photo. update for my life, life have been peacefully living after javier came back to my care although sometimes he really make me very angry but he never fail to cheer me up when i am down. he make a different in my life, nothing else matter. 9 more month to ORD, counting down slowly. i want to carve out a success in my life in the future and i make sure i will work hard for it. been thru so much ups and downs, learnt a lot of things along the way. have and love me for what i am, don wish to change to adapt to other people unless i find someone that i can totally devoted to. the world are too realistic and i am scared of that. may everyone around me be safe and happy. good night to all friends