what a day

jus finish bathing, so tired going to zzZz soon, today went out to help fuxing carry study table to his gf sis house and after that went to wash car with him. quite fun, used towash bike last time but now is car. 2 days also never kena activated back to camp, very lucky. tomorrow guard duty, so shag.. very lonely for the past three weeks, sometimes feel i am turning crazy, haha.. what to do.. everytimes happy also no good because gt sad times then become happy again at least something. life is so tough ahead, will i be able to take it? going to sleep le.. night everyone