night with my precious son

today went down to fetch my son over to my house to stay overnight, seeing him make my heart melt. everything went fine today and now he already slping soundly in his dreams. so cute, haha... although i am not living well now but just by seeing him all my sorrows went away. without him, i will be nothing. he's my everything right now and forever, there is nothing for me to miss of except him if i leave the world. i cant bear to give him a broken family but the environment don allow me, some words which are say out cannot be taken back. take care.