a tiring day

dunno why cannot get to sleep yesterday night, so shag when i went back to camp today.. talk to my CSM and again like the previous CSM he agreed to help me so i will see what action he have. have been living aimlessly for quite sometimes so i should start to pick up myself slowly, will not give in to setback. another experience that i need to go thru with my life. in this realistic world, nothing mean more than money. with money i can do alot of things. not going to hold on to something that dun belong to me..