admitted on 21 discharged today

i was admitted to hospital yesterday for my head injury,was discharged today. so sad living there, haha.. other patients got the whole family to visit them the but i was alone. luckily, my friends came down to visit me during the night time.. sneak out and have dinner with them at newton circus. went back to the ward at aound 1am then toss and turn until dunno what time then i fall asleep. on the 200107, the day we are declared by the law then we will be separated. the feeling was intolerable. went to meet my friends at tanjong pagar for a drink before going down to boat quay to attend xiaoxin birthday, drink until over the limit then barely 4 i was knock out. i did something which i am not supposed to do, i message her. haiz... things finally end and i will start to forget everything once she is attached because that mean she have forget everything and i will not go and think so much. hope it will happen soon so that i will not be so devasted. life go on lonely till fate comes in again..